love me instead,
mousy-haired and well-read
Kritika Kultura Anthology of Philippine Writing in English

Please check this out: Oscar’s poem is in it! So proud of you love! <3

What Is It About Tenderness by Conchitina Cruz

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      Next to herself, the body was all
      that mattered to her. It was the opposite
      of her greatest fear: the city
      in which she lived, where streets sprouted
      overnight like weeds and snaked their way
      into dead ends or through each other’s
      aimlessness. Peopled to the brim and heavy
      with smog, in the city it made
      no sense to look
      up. There were no stars to lend order
      to the nameless night, not even
      street signs to follow-they were never in the right
      places, nor were there lamps to keep them
      in sight.

      The body was a different matter.
      She drew her scalpel across its skin
      with the certainty of a lover tracing
      the distance from his city
      to his beloved’s across the map.
      She undressed it to the bone, descending
      each layer in pursuit of geography,
      following each twist of a nerve, each turn
      of a vessel, like a traveler prowling
      a city’s streets for the first time.
      She staked her claim on its parts,
      bestowing on each its proper name.

      But naming could not keep its landscape
      the same. Soon maggots descended
      upon the body, changing overnight
      what she thought
      was conquered territory.

      Another siren howled in the city
      she preferred to keep
      outside her window. She took her eyes
      off the body and looked up,
      the city moving into her eyes
      before she could brush the maggots
      off the body
      with the back
      of her gloved hand.


From “Send Me To The Moon” by Conchitina Cruz

If I may, dear player,

            my favorite bullshitter, let me say

                                    steer clear of those women, proud in their heels,

their store-bought feminism, and love me

                        instead, mousy-haired and well-read,

                                    able to read genre for your sake,

                                                able to take slasher in your company.

Lay down your arms where I can

                                    stay in them and send me to the moon, forget the freaks

we ran away from one afternoon by the library, the guard whistling in the hall,

                                                the howl and swagger and the fall—
Don’t we all stoop and deliver?


Much treasured: My autographed copy of elsewhere held and lingered 

Much treasured: My autographed copy of elsewhere held and lingered 

New poetry books!The Collapse of What Separates Us by Vincenz Serranoelsewhere held and lingered by Conchitina Cruz (signed copy!!!) 

New poetry books!
The Collapse of What Separates Us by Vincenz Serrano
elsewhere held and lingered by Conchitina Cruz (signed copy!!!)